Self Reflection
Missions and Visions
Over the years, I’ve had the opportunity to work on a number of incredible projects that have allowed me to grow and establish myself within this competitive industry. I hope you’ll enjoy viewing and reading about all of my experiences as much as I enjoyed working on them and creating a new one each day.
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" The distance between your dreams and reality is called ACTION"
So no matter how you feel, get up, dress up, show up dan never ever give up!!
Self Development
Over this few years, I’ve been learning a lot for self and career development. I love to travel and meeting new people in life. I love to learn new things in my life. But I’ve had to face this few challenges when I was given a task that had supposedly been done by the officers. It is such a huge responsibility for me. But I took the challenge because I would really want to gain knowledge and experiences through of the tasks given. And I believed my boss can see my talent and that is the reason why he escalated all the tasks for me.
The situations were really hard when most of the tasks given were new to me as I have zero knowledge and experience to handle them. The pressure was real and I was once end up warded in the hospital because of the stress level was too high. But over the time, I learn to accept and take everything positively. I learnt that everything that I’ve gone through is the processes that I have to face to groom myself to be a better person personally and professionally. And somehow, people’s perceptions toward me slowly changed when they saw the end results of the tasks assigned to me. They eventually can accept the way I do my work and most importantly, they have to admit that I am not just an ordinary one! Alhamdulillah…
Important People in My Life
There are a few important peoples in my life – my parents, my kids and my best friend, Masdayana. My parents have never stopped supporting me though I was the black sheep of the family. It wasn’t because I was not good. In fact I was the best in the family. But because of one stupid decision I made when I was young, I ended up wasting my precious life by staying monotonous without any future aim or dreams to achieve. But my parents never stop believing in me and I hope one day I can make them proud of me as I should have made a long time ago.
My kids are my number one inspiration as they are my strength pillars both for my personal and professional side of life. I bet all mothers in the world would have the amazing strength to do everything for their kids especially a single mother like me. Even though sometimes I feel like I am the worst mother in the world, and sometimes I do feel like I just simply want to give up, but I will definitely do anything I could and whatever it takes to provide everything for them.
I have a lot of friends around me, but I do have one special friend who is always there by my side. Even though we only knew each other for less than five years, she has been the best person to always there to guide and support me in everything I do - personal and professional matters. She also never failed to show her support towards my kids not only with their school but also with their self-development. Well I guess when people tell you that a good friend is a special rizq from Allah, then you should believe them…
Future Plan in 10 Years
When I was a child, I have a dream to become a doctor. I got the chance to further my study in medical in Indonesia. But I blew up the chance when I didn't turn up on the interview session. I regretted my mistake and now I am working on to fix it. Well, that is why I am here furthering my study in MBA at UTM Kuala Lumpur. I didn’t get the chance to become a medical doctor, but I can still have the chance to become a philosophy doctor if I work smart and hard enough for it.
As a single mother of three, I hope within 10 years I will own a house for my kids to live freely and comfortably. And I really hope I can provide everything that my parents want and need in their life. The only thing that has become my constraint right now is that I am not brave enough to step out of my comfort zone to explore a better world outside. I feel like I don’t have many choices to change my job especially during this pandemic. But I don’t want to stay like this forever. So I made up my mind and started working harder to find some money to further my study.
It wasn’t easy for me to continue my study, work and taking care of my children alone at the same time. I can say taking MBA is a stepping stone for me to generate new perspectives and value for my future. So my plan is to put a 110% effort in my study, nail it with flying colours and get the scholarship so that I can complete my PhD within 5 years. And I believed with the knowledge and certification that I have during that time, I can definitely get better job with better value and perspectives. I hope after everything I have done, I can finally settle down and reward myself with the things that I want to do the most – travelling all over the world!